I’m really disappointed in that.My son took a year off from school when he had heart problems in his teens.He had to take hormones, and he became very fat.Although the family does not blame me in the mouth, but I know they feel sorry for me, because I am his mother, mother is always the first person responsible.
He could not keep up with his study. He did only so-so in the high school examination and barely managed to finish the last three books in college.I try not to ask about other people’s children when I meet friends chatting on the road.I don’t talk about children unless I’m asked.It’s not that I think he’s a disgrace, but I think he’s going to want to be a full-time baby-sitter, and that’s it?Why don’t I bring it with me while I make money?
When my husband and I fight, he says, what else can you do?You’re not bringing your son up to scratch.
After a long separation, the couple’s relationship also changed.In fact, I know that when he was on assignment, there were other women around, and I have received more than one voiceless phone call in the middle of the night, but I can only pretend not to know.If I need capital, I have no way out.Besides, our generation is not as prone to divorce as young people are today.
I began to believe in Buddha and read Buddha Gatha, which calmed me down.I am now a vegetarian, doing my morning and night work, going to bed in a sweat and staying up until dawn.Every Chinese New Year, I go to a nearby Buddhist temple for a few days by myself, eat food, meditate, and ask for amulets for my family and friends.Don’t be faithless. Sincerity is the key to success.
My culture is not high, said may not be right, but I think girls if the conditions, or not to be a housewife.
I did it naturally for a stay-at-home wife.
During the pregnancy, my husband and I felt we didn’t want to live with our elders or have them take care of the children.Housework is our own business.Why should we sacrifice old people’s freedom for our freedom?Why should I tie my parents up at home because I want to be a proud working woman?
After the baby was born, I tried to find a job.My two years at home were a time of Internet madness. I had been working in marketing for a traditional magazine.In my 30s and without any Internet experience, I find it difficult to find a suitable job.
I thought, forget it.Daycare costs more than ten thousand dollars a month, and Even if I could find a job, my husband’s income would be enough to support our family.Then I’ll stay at home.